Wordless Wednesday

This precious hands that never felt the warmth of another. RIP Mackenzie!

update

I haven't posted in a while. My children just keep me so busy. We've celebrated Colton's 1st Bday which was a hit! Jordyn played her first season of sports-tball and she loved it. We just celebrated her 6th bday. My family has also been hit by tradgey as well. A very close family friend died after a stroke, and most heartbreaking, My sister lost her baby at 36 weeks. My heart is so broken for her. I hosted a wonderful baby shower on June 6 and then she went to the dr for a regularly scheduled visit and they were unable to find a heartbeat. She had a csection that afternoon. Sweet baby Mackenzie was born sleeping at 36 weeks, she was such a beautiful angel. She weighed 4 lbs 13 oz and was 20 inches long. This was my sister and bro in law's first child. I cant imagine what they are going through. This happened 2 days before Jordyn's birthday. I took her to the hospital to let her see baby Mackenzie since she was old enough to know what was going on for the last 8 months and I explained to her that she was born sleeping and that she was already in heaven, that she just looks like a baby doll and she did. Jordyn cried and said that the only thing she wanted for her birthday was for Mackenzie to be alive and breathing. I felt so helpless. I wish more than anything that I could give that to my daughter and my sister. I had a miscarriage Nov of 2007 at 10 weeks and I was so upset but that pales in comparison to a loss at 36 weeks. We had a beautiful service for her and buried her in a private country cemetery and when we went to go add flowers last night we couldn't help but notice all the fireflies out there. It was just perfect. Please remember my sister and her husband in your prayers tonight and for a while. This is something that they are never going to forget. Some days will be better than others. We're going to celebrate Jordyn and Cayden's birthdays this weekend. Ohh And I almost forgot, I got a new car. Its a 2008 Ford Expedition xlt. Its so nice. The End. lol